[BratscheWarrior]

Actually, i wasn't joking which proves my point about discipline. You know, i sometimes feel that being on the warrior's path is one big test. A test full of battles. And this experience is one of them. I have a certain amount of discipline (thanks to other activities where it is not optional) and i am applying it to this situation. i am able to restrain myself enough to let those antsy feelings pass. And i will do whatever it takes to honor this agreement which i freely entered. Maybe if i can save some energy by not-doing this, i can get rid of another useless habit like drinking this sweet sweet coffee...