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I was basically just speaking from my feelings, trying to filter them as little as possible.

The feeling I get from your posts is that you're trying to sum up all of the things that you've read into several different posts in such a way as to seem like your giving us little lectures about things which, although interesting to some degree, are nothing new.

I've read all of Carlos' books several times, as well as many books by others. The difference is that they are all stating something new to me. They are all stating something from original experience rather than rehashing what they've read and combined.


I think that message boards like this are useful in the way that people like us can say, "hey, I've got a problem I'd like to ask about" or "I just discovered something amazing this afternoon" or "how are you guys doing" or etc.

Speaking to each other as comrades rather than as people you'd like to teach.

I'm definitely not saying that I think I'm 100% on the mark as far as you are concerned, but these are the feeling I get from you, and have gotten from others before.

I don't get your obsession with things needing to be new. There's nothing new under the sun. Are you a new ager? lol!

How about giving up this idea. Things just are... they're neither new nor old.

But you can maintain your AP on the same position for as long as you like, or you can move it... and everything will be new.

From your posts, I gather that you want the world to bring new things to you so you don't have to do any work.

I've never had this conversation with you before, so it can't be old. But you can listen or read from the same AP spot/inventory as you have in the past.

Why blame me for it though?


I've been using the message board according to your prescription. Did I not say that this is what I've found helpful for myself. I'm not teaching. You're projecting teaching. If I were teaching, there'd be students learning. Do you see any students learning? Do you see a classroom with my name on the blackboard?
I'm just sharing what I know. If you don't like seeing a teacher, stop seeing yourself as a student. Again, why do you blame me for your projections and labels?


You don't need to say you're 100% on the mark. Fact is, you're treating me like a suspect... like I need to pass your test or examination. Is that what being a comrade is about? All this is you... your projecting it on me because it concerns you. I'm no teacher. But you are the established moderator. The question is, are you a good one?

I didn't come here to have you place rules on me or teach me how to make my posts likeable. And I'm sorry I don't have any problems for you to solve. I have discovered something amazing though, but you insist on thinking you know everything about it while your actions reveal you know nothing. There's nothing magical about your suspicions. So keep sitting there, at a distance, weighing my posts, from a distance. Keep intending the seperation. After all, that's what comrades do at a message board, right.

I especially like how you don't want me to leave dejected, but you've made it clear that I should be something other than I am. You deject people, then you feel better than them when they don't stick around. My post clearly said that I don't know what the moment will bring, so good luck if I don't see you. What about that is being dejected or leaving because you don't agree with me? Again, your concerns, not mine. Do you talk with anyone here, or just your projections of them?

Remember when you said "correct me if I'm wrong..."? Well, I'm correcting you.

Now what?
lol!