[silk underwear boy]

Me?... understand?... I don't. But I must! And therein lies the key.... right?

Peace be with u True.

[true]

Take care.

[blu129]

after recently reading active side of infinity, i realised certain experiences i had when i was a kid. I definately remember a moment when i was on my own and i realised that i was surrounded by dark black things. i thought more in to it and realised that these black things or whatever they were, were constantly feeding on my "energy body". this realisation was a bit worrying, and i cant remember what i did about it. if anything. i also remember an evening where i had images flickering in the corners of my eyes and thinking about being a readier of infinity or something. i also remember at one point having a giant red spot in front of my eyes. but i was there because it had something to do with what i was abstractly trying to do. i also remember demonstrating ppl to shut up by doing a thing with my lips and imitating a harp. i remember delivering devastating blows to ppl by splitting ppls attention and contitnuity just by the act of tying a knot. (the guy has a stammer to this day!! ) i also remeber realising that the earth has an assemblage point just like us. Im just mentioning these things as i wonder now if i can ever get back to doing what was obviously certain aspects of sorcery. if anyone can help me please tell me! i dont want to be stuck in life as a boring man of reason!

[BratscheWarrior]

As someone who has the Active Side of Infinity fresh in his mind, maybe this experience of yours in the usher? The recollected event that after it happens, tons of forgotten memories come rushing back.

[silk underwear boy]

Hello blu29. RECAPITULATE!!!! Everything you described makes you a perfect candidate to begin thoroughly assessing your memories, and identifying crucial points of learning when, why and how you became subject to boredom.

Whoooo! Then we'll go skiing and do some crazy tricks and kiss the sky. Peace.