[DrakeWan]

Well I'll just start this in story format instead of trying to explain anything..


I am currently taking monatomic/diatomic products. (iridium and rhodium and white gold powder) of moderate strength, not particularly powerful.. but very .. consistant.

I decided to go outside and smoke a quick bowl of cannabis... I did so and proceed to go and sit in a relaxed-style plastic lawnchair... near the fire pit in my backyard.. ( a very big fire pit circled by rocks) ... but I was quite a distance away... facing the fire-pit and also facing the sun... I sat relaxed.. did some breathing exercises to slow my heart-rate.... and closed my eyes and faced the sun... so I could see it through my eyes...

I sat and attempted to silence my thoughts... when I noticed a eye-floaty... (I hope you know what eye-floaters are...) so I noticed one... and had a good amount of control focusing on it... to examine it... I noticed it came from the right side... like it was to my right, but in my mind.. not outside of me... (obviously because eye floatys occur in the eyes...) and not outside of them... but yet... it had the appearance of having depth... (after awhile that is) ...

and than upon closer inspection I noticed its outline.. was somewhat an outline of an eye... a left eye... side-profile..
and than my thoughts were grasping for explanations.. so I thought my mind was creating this.. (like I was presenting explanations or creating order in an utter chaos situation) but than I expected it further... because if my mind was creating it, I could 'shut' my mind off and observe it again as an eye floaty... but it wouldn't ... infact instead of returning to an eye floaty it blinked.... now it was unmistakable to me that either I was vividly hallucinating or something I couldn't explain was occuring.... and as that thought occured.. I noticed it turned from being side profile and faced me.... all I seen (because of my stubburn focus) was the eye, and a bit of its surrounding shape... it was my eye... looking at me...
and it 'zoomed' in .. and I could see in the reflection of the eye, that I was what I was looking at... it was 'another' me... looking at me.. .. it was such a profound experience .. it was unexpected to say the least.

[ensonar]

Do you think it was a flyer?

[DrakeWan]

Do you think it was a flyer?

Do you think it was a flyer?

I'm sorry your going to have to explain what a flyer is... lol

[ensonar]

Hm... not sure if I could explain it without sounding like an idiot. I would think it might be better if you read "The Active Side of Infinity". Flyers are explained in this book.

But... ok... briefly, Don Juan explained them as inorganic beings who are feeding on the energy of humans. And which humans sometimes actually notice, but explain away as an eye-floater, or a shadow.

[DrakeWan]

Hm... not sure if I could explain it without sounding like an idiot. I would think it might be better if you read "The Active Side of Infinity". Flyers are explained in this book.

But... ok... briefly, Don Juan explained them as inorganic beings who are feeding on the energy of humans. And which humans sometimes actually notice, but explain away as an eye-floater, or a shadow.

ahhhhh, ... I have read that book.. lol

and ... to think of it.. no.. I'm not sure exactly what it was... it looked exactly like me.. although a bit different, and the reflection in its eye, was me also..
if it was an inorganic being it sure picked a silly looking organic being to look like.. hahahahahhaha...

I'm not sure... to me it seemed to me to be 'me' looking at me... and .. wondering..

the look it gave me was ... kind of like... "whats your problem?" "you know what to do dummy... get off your ass... "

I find it feels like this..

Theres a big part of me wandering around ... else where ... and has left a little piece still in this body of flesh.. and the last little bit doesn't want to leave... its holding on for dear life... and the other me.. is wondering what the hell is taking so long... like.. am I waiting for hell to freeze over or what?!.. this is kinda the impression I get..

I don't get annoyed much by 'other' things... much of anything helps me.. in subtle ways.. and mostly at my leisure.. not much surprises me... I find things quite exquisitly beautiful but thats about it.

[Jin]

that reminds...
Sometimes (more often after running) I see an eye shape pattern infront of me
outerlines ar orange then yellow and middle is black, i could keep it in focus for few min. max, but then it goes away (sometimes it accures while I'am waiting for elavator and got some funny situations when people come down seeing someone standing with eyes closed
I don't see any use of it other that something wierd
anyone knows what that is ?

[ensonar]

Sometimes (more often after running) I see an eye shape pattern infront of me

I believe it is mentioned in either "The Second Ring of Power" or "The Eagle's Gift" that it is common for women seers to begin seing an eye in front of them. I can't remember for sure who it was, maybe Josephina, that was saying the eye started driving her crazy because everywhere she looked, it was always in front of her.

[Jin]

i know, but it doesnt do anything, it said that one could enter dreaming though it, but how ?

[Lilac]

I can't remember for sure who it was, maybe Josephina, that was saying the eye started driving her crazy because everywhere she looked, it was always in front of her.

It was La Gorda and I think it was after she had lost her human form.

[Jin]

heh, just as i red what you wrote my allie confirmed it

I know i awareness is growing and i can see my energy level (as a waves of light that are seen somewhere in the eye, that I allways see when i close them once)

And i have a feeling that when i fall in unconditional love it will give me a boost I need