[ensonar]

To forget about sex entirely and become a completely new creature sounds very exciting to me. A creature that is the essence of awareness. And I have glimpsed it, and I loved it. But the habitual draws me back time and time again.

Not that I mind. The game is fun. And the habitual is losing its value day by day.

I do feel that when a person takes the focus away from a drive as powerful as sex, that by default you have freed up a great deal of attention and energy, which can then be used for other things. And I think that this is what the whole issue about sex is all about.