09-06-2006, 04:47 PM
Stalking should begin with the four emotions: fear, anger, joy and melancholy.
I can understand when it would be usefull to exaggerate your persona, so as too make things "bigger than life," and in so doing see that it's not neccessary to take yourself so seriously or understand that certain behaviors are foreign to you or conversely, that you can push yourself beyond certain limits.
Trying on new facades may be fun, entertaining, and interesting, but ulitmately you drain yourself of your personal power. There is no honor or strength to be gained from being capricious. Acting on whim, acting out, etc only feeds self importance. This behavior is not founded in impeccability.
It is not at all a matter of perception what it means to be honest and up front. Nor is truth relative.
You all know this - it is this knowing you wish to solidify. This is silent knowledge.
This knowing doesn't need to be defended with words or rationalizations because as we sit quietly within ourselves, we know it to be true. Believe without believing.
What is that you're going on about scout? I think I don't agree with pretty much everything in your post (except for the 'believe without believing' part). Are you stalking right now?

