The inventory

hey every-body. It seems like I found my way back to, feels good. I hope this isn’t reaching, but I think that this experience is relevant to the inventory. Maybe I haven’t been aware of this in the past, but since I have been trying to monitor my mental activity I notice that when simply glancing at words and sentences I will see words and phrases that aren’t actually there. This can be kind of an inconvience as you can imagine and I must admit I’m not really focused at these times. It happens with people’s faces too.

I remember reading the time that CC witnessed a dying creature, but upon closer inspection, it turned out to be a simple piece of cloth.

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4 Commentsto The inventory

  1. ensonar dice:

    Yeah I think it’s good to be open like that; not judging the glimpses of the edges of awareness one way or another.

    I see things out of the corner of my eye all the time.. a person, an animal, an object, a movement, whatever. Usually it is fleeting, but on rare occasions I get a chance to leave it in the corner of my eye, and keep watching the mystery. It takes practice to catch these moments.

  2. Lilac dice:

    Diddo. All the time things happening in the corner of my eye…


  3. BratscheWarrior dice:

    Same here. Anyone know what these fleeting shadows/images are?

  4. ryan dice:

    Death maybe? I’m trying to do all the things I left out in the past, either because I didn’t believe them, or because I thought they were metaphorical. One of these things is using Death as an advisor, literally. I don’t understand how death can make a gesture to you ie; “is death a personage?”, but I’ve decided to visualize it as such in spite of my not understanding. It has helped, and has had the added effect of pointing out the fact (not literally 😉 )that everything I percieve is biased and in fact I know NOTHING for certain. Now I have a better understanding as to what the inventory is and knowing that has renewed my sense of mystery and wonder.