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a quick hi

Hello, everyone, though at the moment I’m basicaly speaking to the moderator. My PM seems to be ignored, and it’s rather important to me, so I just thought I’d bring it to his (her?) attention 🙂 Or train to be more patient.

Not sure what I can say about myself as an introduction. Lies won’t do, and truth can’t be told, so I’ll refrain from talking much. I’m a female, interested in nagualism, seem to lean towards dreaming as opposed to stalking, have been practicing for a few years on and off – mostly off, unfortunately, due too bad and misinterpreted effects and fear they aroused. Not sure what else is safe to say.
P.S. not-doing failed, forgot about ‘I’

internal dialogue

Offering to share your experience.
There seems to be a state where no subject or object exists. Is it right? Somehow I thought that self-awareness must always be present, and this destruction of it seems wrong. Well, I never risked to see what lies after it, it just seems wrong.
Tell about how you do it and how it feels.