[BratscheWarrior]

So how did you literally install a motion sensor with lasers to protect your past?

i too have been walking away from people all my life. Schoolmates, friends, who are just a point in time. They never could get their hooks into me. i was very slippery to them. Unless they come to me, i will probably never see them again.

Here's a way to erase personal history. Just an example, vary it as appropriate to your situation. When you're overhearing a conversation between 2 women you are friendly with about, say, the disgusting habit of jerking off. Interject and tell them that you jerk off often. The awkwardness of the silence after you say that is indescribable!

So about 4 days after my last post in this topic, i ended up meeting someone who has dealings with energy and we talked openly about it. i...was...shaking.