05-01-2007, 04:48 AM
This question is directed at Ensonar (the dreamer?) but anyone please feel free to make a comment.
Twice in the past week I've been waking up alot in the middle of the night. When I doze back off, when I'm in the blackness before dreams I feel this feeling. If I focus on the feeling I can "hook" onto it and as it intesifies I can feel it vibrating my whole body. It feels like a weird, scarry energy. After waking up a few times,dozing off, and sinking back into the feeling I find that I'm looking at my feet with my eyes open parilized. Then last night the same thing happened but this time it was a different feeling-energy it was not as intense, softer and I was transported into this "hazy" dream. The details are fuzzy but their was I think three "human awarenesses" and as I fought to hold the feeling-dream I was told that I was working beyond my energy level. I don't remember if I asked to borrow some energy or if it was voluntered but for a couple seconds after I was told about my lack of energy everything became super clear and crisp and I "knew" I was being lent energy. I had the feeling that whoever I was interacting with was "amused" at the whole thing. I wan't your guys imput. Lately I've really been wanting to hook up with other warriors and I'm afraid that last nights experiences were just a kind of wish fullfillment. This is by far the most intense dreaming experience I've ever had.
Twice in the past week I've been waking up alot in the middle of the night. When I doze back off, when I'm in the blackness before dreams I feel this feeling. If I focus on the feeling I can "hook" onto it and as it intesifies I can feel it vibrating my whole body. It feels like a weird, scarry energy. After waking up a few times,dozing off, and sinking back into the feeling I find that I'm looking at my feet with my eyes open parilized. Then last night the same thing happened but this time it was a different feeling-energy it was not as intense, softer and I was transported into this "hazy" dream. The details are fuzzy but their was I think three "human awarenesses" and as I fought to hold the feeling-dream I was told that I was working beyond my energy level. I don't remember if I asked to borrow some energy or if it was voluntered but for a couple seconds after I was told about my lack of energy everything became super clear and crisp and I "knew" I was being lent energy. I had the feeling that whoever I was interacting with was "amused" at the whole thing. I wan't your guys imput. Lately I've really been wanting to hook up with other warriors and I'm afraid that last nights experiences were just a kind of wish fullfillment. This is by far the most intense dreaming experience I've ever had.