[cada dia]

This weekend I have had to face up to the fact that I am a failure as a warrior. Through Self-importance I have become arrogant. I stupidly assumed that just because I have read Castaneda a few times that I had this warrior thing off to a tee.

:lol:
Then I began my tensegrity practice I did not find any practitioners in my town, so I studied alone. I learned lot of series from text files and book, after one year I went to workshop at Rome. Little by little I became sure that I'm not bad guru or specialist of this field. and of course I'm so wonderful, because I did that alone.
After few month I went to capital city to meet with group of practitioners. I indulge about how I will speak with them, show them movement I learned in workshop, and they of course will greatfull
I wait near the practice building 20 minutes and at last to practice came one guy. The practice hall was locked so we went to small pineforest near the road. "Unfortunately" that guy was "seeing the energy". through this short practice I became aware that I have no breathe, no intent, no feeling of silence and indulge like piece of shit. And what is more he did all series in different speed, mood, even movements was different..
When I was going home I was in laugh all da way. I believe this acccident was the beginning of my fight with self-importance.