[ryan]

I'm not kissing Ensonar's ass, but would he/she said about petty tyrants being your teacher brought things into foucus for me. I know it's a simple statement, but it was one I overlooked. But I don't understand why most people seem to be so averse to finding a real teacher, or forming a team. Burning with the Fire from Within is our goal right? Total freedom. Carlos didn't do it, after all, all any of us got is a chance to have a chance. A sorcerec team is necessary to have that chance. Total freedom isn't easy to obtain, help is needed, and a real teacher would definetly speed things along. We have no guarentees, none. The Spirit isn't some benevolent force that sees how hard we're trying and expresses it's compassion by helping us along. We're on our own, and I need people who's strengths are my weaknesses.