[blu129]

after recently reading active side of infinity, i realised certain experiences i had when i was a kid. I definately remember a moment when i was on my own and i realised that i was surrounded by dark black things. i thought more in to it and realised that these black things or whatever they were, were constantly feeding on my "energy body". this realisation was a bit worrying, and i cant remember what i did about it. if anything. i also remember an evening where i had images flickering in the corners of my eyes and thinking about being a readier of infinity or something. i also remember at one point having a giant red spot in front of my eyes. but i was there because it had something to do with what i was abstractly trying to do. i also remember demonstrating ppl to shut up by doing a thing with my lips and imitating a harp. i remember delivering devastating blows to ppl by splitting ppls attention and contitnuity just by the act of tying a knot. (the guy has a stammer to this day!! ) i also remeber realising that the earth has an assemblage point just like us. Im just mentioning these things as i wonder now if i can ever get back to doing what was obviously certain aspects of sorcery. if anyone can help me please tell me! i dont want to be stuck in life as a boring man of reason!