03-06-2008, 05:43 AM
It's difficult to speak about anything without agreement on precise definitions. But to get to a point where two people understand eachother requires a lot of time and energy and desire. Here, we talk first and define later. What the hell - I want to say something about death, even though we probably have different definitions of what that means...
In my actual world, we are not beings who are going to die.
Anyone identified with their mind/inventory/thinking/ego is already dead.
We've been lied to.
We're taught that our world of the living exist between hell below and heaven above, but this world (1st att) is a dead hell, the second attention is the world of the living, and the third att might be called 'heaven'. Hell is actually preferable IMO to this world. At least hell is more honest, more direct - "you are being punished". Here, on so-called earth, people say 'I love you' while they punish you. In hell, a pitchfork in the ass is a pitchfork in the ass; on earth: "do you betray me with a kiss?". I've never been to prison, but I suspect there's no misrepresentation about whether you're getting f**ked in the ass or being made love to. Is prison where we hide our honest people? Are criminals defined by their willingness to do what they want even if there are laws and punishments against it? We can't have that kind of realness in a civilised/domesticated society, can we.
No, I'm not pro-crime. I'm pro-real.
I'm just saying, certain things are real and we're taught that they're not, or we're taught to avoid them, like death, pain, aloneness, emptiness...
Give me pills so I don't feel the pain.
Give me entertainment so I don't feel the emptiness.
Talk to me, (or I'll talk to myself), so I don't feel alone.
And define living as lungs breathing and heart beating, so I can believe I'm alive.
And let me live in a country that waves a banner of freedom and democracy so I won't feel my enslavement.
Vanity!
When I see that I'm in hell, there's something familiar about it.
It's the same feeling/awareness as death as an adviser.
In my actual world, we are not beings who are going to die.
Anyone identified with their mind/inventory/thinking/ego is already dead.
We've been lied to.
We're taught that our world of the living exist between hell below and heaven above, but this world (1st att) is a dead hell, the second attention is the world of the living, and the third att might be called 'heaven'. Hell is actually preferable IMO to this world. At least hell is more honest, more direct - "you are being punished". Here, on so-called earth, people say 'I love you' while they punish you. In hell, a pitchfork in the ass is a pitchfork in the ass; on earth: "do you betray me with a kiss?". I've never been to prison, but I suspect there's no misrepresentation about whether you're getting f**ked in the ass or being made love to. Is prison where we hide our honest people? Are criminals defined by their willingness to do what they want even if there are laws and punishments against it? We can't have that kind of realness in a civilised/domesticated society, can we.
No, I'm not pro-crime. I'm pro-real.
I'm just saying, certain things are real and we're taught that they're not, or we're taught to avoid them, like death, pain, aloneness, emptiness...
Give me pills so I don't feel the pain.
Give me entertainment so I don't feel the emptiness.
Talk to me, (or I'll talk to myself), so I don't feel alone.
And define living as lungs breathing and heart beating, so I can believe I'm alive.
And let me live in a country that waves a banner of freedom and democracy so I won't feel my enslavement.
Vanity!
When I see that I'm in hell, there's something familiar about it.
It's the same feeling/awareness as death as an adviser.