[Lilac]

The world is full of stories of demons and devils who trick us all the time. That all makes me frustrated, because what ever we do, there is always somebody telling us that it was this force and that being and something outside of us which made us to do it. Isn't there anything that we can really do, WE, from our own minds and hearts? So that we don't have to act like puppets, outside forces acting upon us?

I didn't think so much about death with this thing. Death just ends us, it doesn't force us to behave badly. It just forces us to die. So what...

So I like to think that it's about us what to we do. Do we behave like idiots and devils or not. But ofcourse I know it's hard to make yourself a totally one being, full of will, intent, so there aren't many rival wills, emotions and ideas in ourselves.