10-01-2006, 10:07 PM
when i was eating mexican mushrooms, and at one time an allie started to come to me then after some time, i saw without eating mushrooms, although i couldnt think of anything except to want it come to me and exchange energies. that upgrade raised my awareness level i could think better, but up to one point, i gueas i ate then to often. i gues the mushrooms gives a kind of energy level that attracts the allie.
If a ate with with a friend, i could shift her/his awareness levels for some time ( good for teaching then things that are normaly out of reach)
now, i sometimes have an inorganic being, without using any drugs, It aids me as a sound, that I hear when i'am in complete silence. When i think of something that is right or something that is importaint for me to do, i hear a sound, like a tap with a finger on a table, the more powerful the tought the louder the sound, so thought that i get some good realisitions, the bad part is that i forget most of it when i wake up in the morning.
one more shows up when i do dreaming (and if a wake up i see it something hard to describe, it;s like a shadow, in darkness, but not too black (like flyer)
it work other way around also, sometimes it somes before i go to sleep, and I allways get a higher level of lucidity in dreaming.
The sad part ir that in dreaming i fight with it, it lifts me up and drags me, but i can't much use for that. I use to fight inorganic beings in my dreams quite often some time ago (now less)
I used to get stuck in a dream with them and they wouldnt let me go. I trie flying out of dream or change it, but i had to try many times.
(One method that worked for me 2 times was to fly into ground with intent to go to future, that way identities represented by then got older and weaker, so i could defeat them, but it also drains my energy, so there are better ways. Telekinesis works quite good and latest thing was breathing fire on them, but it make me feel like i'am just playing games with them)
Now dreaming comes hard for me and with a lack of control...
any coments ?
any suggestions ?
If a ate with with a friend, i could shift her/his awareness levels for some time ( good for teaching then things that are normaly out of reach)
now, i sometimes have an inorganic being, without using any drugs, It aids me as a sound, that I hear when i'am in complete silence. When i think of something that is right or something that is importaint for me to do, i hear a sound, like a tap with a finger on a table, the more powerful the tought the louder the sound, so thought that i get some good realisitions, the bad part is that i forget most of it when i wake up in the morning.
one more shows up when i do dreaming (and if a wake up i see it something hard to describe, it;s like a shadow, in darkness, but not too black (like flyer)
it work other way around also, sometimes it somes before i go to sleep, and I allways get a higher level of lucidity in dreaming.
The sad part ir that in dreaming i fight with it, it lifts me up and drags me, but i can't much use for that. I use to fight inorganic beings in my dreams quite often some time ago (now less)
I used to get stuck in a dream with them and they wouldnt let me go. I trie flying out of dream or change it, but i had to try many times.
(One method that worked for me 2 times was to fly into ground with intent to go to future, that way identities represented by then got older and weaker, so i could defeat them, but it also drains my energy, so there are better ways. Telekinesis works quite good and latest thing was breathing fire on them, but it make me feel like i'am just playing games with them)
Now dreaming comes hard for me and with a lack of control...
any coments ?
any suggestions ?