09-19-2006, 08:40 AM
That's normal. You had energy. Maybe you practiced self-stalking very intensely a few hours just before sleep 
Or you did something else. Noone will just give free energy to you, but you can save enough during the day to influence your dreaming.
Btw it's funny how inorganic beings are always scapegoats CC's 9th book when it was read for the first time made me paranoid: while falling asleep without losing consciensness there started to come a sensation of being forcibly dragged out of my body by a great force. Of course, it was just an assemblage point shifting quite normally, and my heroic attemps to resist it were indeed silly Surely enough, my thoughts were about inorganic beings. Made me give up on dreaming and on everything else, it was that scary. And so foolish.
Well, that was a lesson. No inorganic beings paranoia anymore.
Or you did something else. Noone will just give free energy to you, but you can save enough during the day to influence your dreaming.Btw it's funny how inorganic beings are always scapegoats
CC's 9th book when it was read for the first time made me paranoid: while falling asleep without losing consciensness there started to come a sensation of being forcibly dragged out of my body by a great force. Of course, it was just an assemblage point shifting quite normally, and my heroic attemps to resist it were indeed silly Surely enough, my thoughts were about inorganic beings. Made me give up on dreaming and on everything else, it was that scary. And so foolish.Well, that was a lesson. No inorganic beings paranoia anymore.