09-12-2006, 04:10 AM
Why are you asking questions even before you started? Looks like you're putting it aside. Start first, noone will do that for you 
Well, i have a question of my own.
Don Juan made CC write a list of people and go through them in reversed order, from the last person he met to his parents. That doesn't work for me somehow. When i strain to bring up memories about some person, they come out pale and lifeless. When i don't strain and let my mind wander, memories long forgotten come up, sometimes for years. Maybe this isn't a criterion. But in those memories i can feel forgotten smells sometimes, or vividly see something that i didn't remember. That must count.
To bypass this problem i try to claim my intent at the start of every 'session'. This should be right: to make a copy of my life for the Eagle and become fluid. CC wrote that if you intend the right result, your intent will join the intent of the ancient seers and that will 'help' you to recapitulate.
So that's the problem in a nutshell (not that my post was extremely short). You have to use a list in a strict way and bring memories in reversed order. That basically means that I'm not recapitulating right.
Any suggestions?
Well, i have a question of my own.
Don Juan made CC write a list of people and go through them in reversed order, from the last person he met to his parents. That doesn't work for me somehow. When i strain to bring up memories about some person, they come out pale and lifeless. When i don't strain and let my mind wander, memories long forgotten come up, sometimes for years. Maybe this isn't a criterion. But in those memories i can feel forgotten smells sometimes, or vividly see something that i didn't remember. That must count.
To bypass this problem i try to claim my intent at the start of every 'session'. This should be right: to make a copy of my life for the Eagle and become fluid. CC wrote that if you intend the right result, your intent will join the intent of the ancient seers and that will 'help' you to recapitulate.
So that's the problem in a nutshell (not that my post was extremely short
). You have to use a list in a strict way and bring memories in reversed order. That basically means that I'm not recapitulating right.Any suggestions?