09-11-2006, 03:12 PM
You're welcome...
I guess the main difficulty is that we are all solos. It's very very hard to judge one's progress when there is no-one to pointing out all the mistakes, flaws etc. in you.
I have had the opportunity to meet all kind of petty tyrants in daily life and also in the Net, but all that has only made me more self important in that way that I'm always full of fear and aggression. I guess I sometimes need people who are the opposite to petty tyrants.
To have people around who are detached and who have abandoned the human form would be almost too marvelous to happen... Everywhere I look, I always see these human beings full of themselves and their heads filled with "clever ideas" about life... And if I ever hear about a person who has been after Spirit and freedom - always their lifetales end up to giving up and "finding" that CC's stories are all lies. Lies? Don't know, but there is this strong urge in me to be close to "ABSTRACT". I can't say what exactly I mean with it, all I can say that this normal life of human beings makes me sick!
CC told tales, showed just one path, and I have heard that people say that it isn't even very good one and it's all plagiate about zen and Gurdjieff and what ever... Well I guess people need all these paths, or there would be none. What CC said in his books is very close to my heart, and the way the sorcerers live and be in those books seems to me the only honest and real way to live and to be. All other ways are nonsense and always just manifestations of self importance.
Of course I myself am just full of words... I stand in filth that is me, and look abowe me to see the blue sky...
:lol:
I guess the main difficulty is that we are all solos. It's very very hard to judge one's progress when there is no-one to pointing out all the mistakes, flaws etc. in you.
I have had the opportunity to meet all kind of petty tyrants in daily life and also in the Net, but all that has only made me more self important in that way that I'm always full of fear and aggression. I guess I sometimes need people who are the opposite to petty tyrants.
To have people around who are detached and who have abandoned the human form would be almost too marvelous to happen... Everywhere I look, I always see these human beings full of themselves and their heads filled with "clever ideas" about life... And if I ever hear about a person who has been after Spirit and freedom - always their lifetales end up to giving up and "finding" that CC's stories are all lies. Lies? Don't know, but there is this strong urge in me to be close to "ABSTRACT". I can't say what exactly I mean with it, all I can say that this normal life of human beings makes me sick!
CC told tales, showed just one path, and I have heard that people say that it isn't even very good one and it's all plagiate about zen and Gurdjieff and what ever... Well I guess people need all these paths, or there would be none. What CC said in his books is very close to my heart, and the way the sorcerers live and be in those books seems to me the only honest and real way to live and to be. All other ways are nonsense and always just manifestations of self importance.
Of course I myself am just full of words... I stand in filth that is me, and look abowe me to see the blue sky...
:lol: