[ryan]

Don Juan said that the only thing indespensible in what we do is the spirit. In my life impeccability has always meant unceaslessly searching for edifices of intent and abandoning myself to it's flow. The extent and the intensity that I am able to do that fluxuates, but my unbending intent remaines fixed inspite of my indulgences.
I left my job, family, and friends deciding to live on the streets as a "homeless person" and just let me say that if you want to cut to the chase, I cant think of any faster way to lose self importance, and at the same time observe the social matrix from an objective standpoint. It has taught me about roles and about projection. It has caused me to redefine definitions of words that I have carried all my life. It's taught me that you are what ever your want to be, and if you intend it impeccably, and embody it, that's what everyone takes you for, because that's who you are. We truly are nothing, because we are everything. At this present momment it time I'm telemarketing and you know what, IM GOOD AT IT! me, mr. shy, I mean my shyness bordered on paranoia. Confidence for me isn't knowing who you are, it's knowing what your not, and that emptieness gives you the courage to face the unknown.