09-05-2006, 08:37 AM
yes, I find stalking, controlled-folly something that I'm good at, but I am horrible at dreaming.. I suppose I haven't utilized all the intent I could or as someone else mentioned internal silence.. I DO spend most of my time talking to myself.. lately mostly just about Carlos' experiences with his benefactors and his party....
But like the old seers its choosing the proper internal dialogue.. (in certain cases) but I find that these teachings take up a lot of space in my 'inventory' ... like .. I dunno.. Its not knowing yet... and I have a horribly time shifting my awareness to 'heightened' awareness...
But like the old seers its choosing the proper internal dialogue.. (in certain cases) but I find that these teachings take up a lot of space in my 'inventory' ... like .. I dunno.. Its not knowing yet... and I have a horribly time shifting my awareness to 'heightened' awareness...

