08-18-2006, 06:17 AM
My stalking is geared towards observing my actions and thoughts in a non-judgemental way. My goal is to gain control over my thoughts and emotions in order to manipulate my perceptions as needed. I have made great progress in curbing my self importance this way. When my state of mind changes I become aware of the change from the observational habits that I have developed. Once one becomes aware of ones mental states one is allowed to apply decisions to how these emotions and thoughts are utilised. I feel that Castaneda's concepts of controlled folly and taking responsibility are rooted in this type of control. One conserves personal power while learning to manipulate their perceptions. I am also working on rooting out cultural programming in order to alter and stop internal dialog.
This user is a merge of users with less than 5 posts or all posts in less than one week. Maybe the merged is more interesting than the original users.
Este usuario es una combinación de usuarios con menos de 5 mensajes o que escribió todo en menos de una semana. Quizá el usuario combinado resulte mas interesante que los usuarios originales.