[Lilac]

There's always people who think they are naguals, I myself had once a pen pall who had an idea that he had the same allies as don Juan. The same or looking same, I'm not sure.

But anyway, what do you think? Do you think you are a nagual, and what are your reasons for that? Or do you relate some other character, and why? Or do you think that being a solo means that you have no character to relate?

Years ago I had an idea (good or bad, I don't know) that I'm a western dreamer. One of the reasons is quite funny: CC always adored all the women he met, but the only women that weren't oh sooooooo beautifull were the western women. I haven't ever considered myself being a gorgeous being, so whatta hell... Let's be a western woman!

The mood of the west feels familiar (melancholy), and I'm not as sain as normal people like to think they are. I've seen some visions when I was younger, and having dreams and Dreams has always been close to my heart (would be even if I hadn't read CC).

But in the end I mostly think myself as a wanna-be, because the things and people of CC's books are so far from my reach. And if that all is just fiction... Well, the main thing when living a myth for real is that it's an interesting one!